I heard our class teacher isn’t Mrs. Leow…
So disappointed…
And to thought i will work super hard this coming 2008 for her....

Anyway school is opening rly soon.
I miss all my classmates and friends…
The pervious day, I broke a glass bottle. It just kind of slipped on my hand, next to the ground with lots of broken pieces of glass. I was thinking about someone… sigh..

Thought of skipping school next year twice a week like I did this year. Haha.
Oh shit, what am I thinking?
I promised so many people that I would study real hard to achieve capable results.
But it’s pretty hard knowing what will happen then.
I wished I had some thing to support me, just anything…..

Going shopping tomorrow to buy the Christmas gift to exchange for this coming chalet.
Still haven make up my mind what to buy.
Today, I went to Marsling Mrt to collect my stuff ard in the evening.
Along the way, while I was crossing the road, there were two boys.
When we walk past each other, they say halo halo halo…..
Freak out, so I walked quickly.
After a few seconds, they shouted my name,
I turned back and saw the one in green skinnes waving to me…
I didn’t wear my spec, couldn’t see clearly…

Anyway, Thanks Shihui!
I found a website selling domo-kun shirt! Omg, so totally buying it!

Surprised to see I’m still blogging?
I didn’t go for the youth camp.
Dad asks me alot of question regardless about the camp…..
Why didn’t he ask me question when we sign first sign the form?
I had to give in & I went to my room, crying softly, till he left for work.
I was thinking, what I did was right, I shouldn’t let my father worry while he is working or else he lose focus and injured himself. {choy!}
I feel like going to couch BBQ today but I fear my dad will give a black face again if I ask for permission…

K, I guess I shall stop here….

Hey yo!
I went to collect my Goody books and FBT pants today.
They didn’t delay it. ^_^
Recently he has started contacting me again confessing he still likes me.
No la, not weiching. Don’t get the wrong idea.
Why are boys so persistent? :/
And my dad lost 220$ in playing mahjong. I know it’s not a lot of money to you but that’s a lot for our family. :/
He’s going around with a black face, finding fault with everyone, including my mother….. We can’t blame him, my mum said. He was trying to earn abit so that we can have a good meal or for our family funds…
I’m going for church camp, 27-30 dec & then Sentosa chalet at 31dec-2Jan...
Argh, I’m really afraid to attend the church camp because the only person I know is Cheryl… But I really hope to make more friends.
K, last post for this month. Bye and a happy new year!

Merry Christmas!
Thanks to all the people who sms and wished me a merry Christmas!
Well to me, this year Christmas is just like an ordinary day for me.
My dad is working night shif today and told us {me&mysister} to order pizza.
I was planning to call pizza hut and order the jingle joy pizza meal but after considering it for a long time, we decide not to waste money and went to woodgrove to buy canned food. Lol.
Ohya, dad gave me 50$ as a Christmas present. I decide to use that as taxi fare to school in 2008 jan. I know I’m lazy but I rly hate traveling in buses. :l


Santa, I hope you grant my wish.

Picture explains it all.

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DOMO WALLET!!!!!!!!!

It cost ard 14$ .
Super contened!

And i brought crepes again!


The halter top i brought,

I made up my mind to wear this during sentosa chalet on 31 dec!
Alrighty, Going to play harvest moon alre. bye!
Ps: I feel like eating at Fish & Co. Who's up for a bite? :)

Hey yo!
I went to collect my halter top from Joyce at sembawang.
After that, I went to jelapang to collect my short cardigan from tiffany.
The halter top really suits me very well, I must say. :x
Well, Tomorrow I’ll be going out to jurong point to buy domo-kun wallet!
Dad didn’t buy the durian puff from AMK hub he promised me too.
Aw, maybe someday I get to eat the delicacy. :D
K, I stop here, going down to buy honeydew milk tea.

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At night,
Went down wif family and ate tzi char.
A plate of long bean, with very little serving, cost ard 8$.
Waleu, I rather buy stuff then to eat… Seriously, not worth lo.

Anyway after that, my mom and sister went back home while
I & dad went to an optical shop to buy contact lenses
After asking endless of funny questions, finally brought two diff brands of contact lenses;
White lenses & cosmetic lenses.
For School, I’ll use white lenses. 1 year used.
For shopping or going out, I’ll use cosmetic lenses, those making pupils bigger like goldfish. Yay! But the disadvantage, can used for a month only :/
So I got to use my pocket money if I want to use it again.
I rly like to chat with the person in charge. He thought that I was sec 3. -.-

Brought durian, I insisted and in then end, the durian isn’t ripe and my dad blames me for asking me to buy…
I just force myself to eat two unripe durian just to make my father think that durian is worth it.
Argh, never going to eat anything related to durian ever again!

Met up with Rachel at boon lay and paid for the books.
I and my sister shun bian jalan around jurong point.
Nothing much interesting, bought creeps.
First time trying it, it’s not bad uh. Customer services are excellent.
My sister keeps on blabbering non-stop.
Ah, I want to watch a movie. It has been a long time since I last watch it…
Memories flashing back again…… sigh. :l

Badminton training was weird.
Anyway, I was an amused, cynical observer. Heh.
I and Chen yan was super unlucky, we played a match with Sh&S.
I didn’t have the faintest idea to think of a strategy to win them.
All I Know we’re going to lose rly badly and it lower down our confidence greatly.

We, B and C division are going to play against swish cottage secondary school on Tuesday.
Argh, the thought of it, is having butterflies in my stomach alrea.
I hope I wouldn’t disappoint couch and teammates!

Oh and today, after training,
I met up with my mum and had my school skirt alter!
I wouldn’t need to fold my skirt never ever again. Yes, I mean it.
Which mean I wouldn’t be getting any scolding from Mr BABA! :D

Halo! I just want to say many thanks to those who console me!
Esp. jinwan, Joanne, liming. And a great bunch of friends!!
I admit I still feel lost every now and then…
There're times I really wish I could turn back the time so I could cherished the time we had together. You’re rly special…
But whenever this kind of stuff pops up in my mind I tell myself not to dwell too much on the past, which is unchangeable, and to look to the future...
Well, I just hope I have the courage to put the past behind us.
Forget everything he said with the word "forever"

I miss you but I try to put you out of my mind
So that my heart won't ache anymore.

Ps: Jin wan!
There’re many people who had recovered from their first break up.
If they can get over their first love, so can the both of us!

I got many things to say what my heart is feeling now.
I guess after this post, I wouldn’t be posting already, MIA-ING for awhile.

I miss meghuy so very very much.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere.
I can sense that something is definitely out of place………………
When i look into my inbox, thoese message i saved, received from wei ching, about how he missed me so much, loved me and other stuff, i cried to sleep.
I lost my best friend and boyfriend just in one month.
I see no point of studying hard in NA stream next year already. Seriously.
No point of living.
I rather give my life to someone who is nearly dying, fighting everyday just to live….
Guess I’ll be all alone in school next year, On the other hand, going home & eating at cwp alone.
I may have lots of friends, but unfortunately, not a close friend at most.
I will continue to show that fake smiling face to the world.

Ain't gonna show no Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

-Westlife, Quote, Why do I love you

Dear weiching,

I’m glad you once entered my life and made it so beautiful.
But just after 4 months, I guess you somehow love the love for me.
Little things you should have done and said, you just never took the time.
Since you can’t commit your time and effort,
Yea, it’s better to remains as friends as what you mention.
Relationship need time and effort, it’s about caring and loving each other. Sometime I feel it, sometime I don’t and I loathe this feeling.
Your behavior is making me so upset.............unloved, unappreciated.

Well, I just want to say,
For all you’ve done for me, thank you.
For loving me in the first place and love me for who am I, thank you.
And most importantly, Thanks for being my first love.
Good luck in your studies and your gaming.
I’ll stop here, I can’t control my tears already. Bye