I got many things to say what my heart is feeling now.
I guess after this post, I wouldn’t be posting already, MIA-ING for awhile.

I miss meghuy so very very much.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere.
I can sense that something is definitely out of place………………
When i look into my inbox, thoese message i saved, received from wei ching, about how he missed me so much, loved me and other stuff, i cried to sleep.
I lost my best friend and boyfriend just in one month.
I see no point of studying hard in NA stream next year already. Seriously.
No point of living.
I rather give my life to someone who is nearly dying, fighting everyday just to live….
Guess I’ll be all alone in school next year, On the other hand, going home & eating at cwp alone.
I may have lots of friends, but unfortunately, not a close friend at most.
I will continue to show that fake smiling face to the world.

Ain't gonna show no Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

-Westlife, Quote, Why do I love you