I and yifan played a match against marsling secondary last Tuesday.
It turns out to be alright, I wasn’t nervous one bit.

Today played against Northbrook secondary.
All those attentions from seniors are making me…….. Blanked out.
Seeing my every step, every move I take.…
My heart could not help palpitating…
In spite of losing points due to my carelessness, we won in the end.
But to me, it was a total utter dismay! :/
I’m feeling very fed up with myself! Why can I make things turn out right?!
In the match, I didn’t even think of coach, Benny and teammates advice.
All I did is to play stupidly, forgetting all the footwork, stamina woring out rapidly and worse, I didn’t cover for yifan!
Am I going to prove myself that I can do better?
I’m prepared for any tough training!

I wished that the ground would open up and swallow me up.