It’s impossible to be there for more than one person in my life.
I can’t be everything to two people at the same time.
Sooner or later, someone’s going to get hurt.
I really do not wish to hurt his feelings and in some sense, I can't bear having him be angry with me either.
But if this goes on, more people are going to wind up hurt.
I am truly at a loss on what to do now...
I'm such an asshole bitch... ):

Badminton practice with teammates tomorrow.
Lit and Maths paper 1 will be tested tomorrow.
Mayb going out with family tomorrow too...

'For those in love, if one day your partner choose to leave to seek better pasture, let them go. Only by doing that Love can grow. Holding back will only bring about dissatisfaction for both.


As the saying goes, "If you love him, you got to set him free. If he comes back, only then you know he's yours to keep"


How awfully true! Maybe i should just move on.......
Shitty English paper, left alot of blanko for paper 2 as there isnt enough time. ]':
That shitty Jia jin took my handphone while i was day-dreaming after recess today -_-
Nowadays he keep on di-siaoing me alot uh.
Went home with Liming, I love you alot lah Liming! ♥
Alright, off to play badminton soon at wdl sport hall with __________________.
Maybe I'll b going tomorrow with lee fang and others too! Super big smile ---> :)

Shit ass, i m not in exam mood this week.
I got fucking detention till 4.00pm today because i didn't bring my PE attire as i thought this week is supposed to be exam week!
-_-
Saw Marcus aw too but didn't manged to say hello because Mr bastri was there, staring super intensively at us.
I and huiwen ran through the rain after that, luckly we didnt zao geng so badly
Alright, All the best readers for your exams!



They said you've found a new love.

Hello, been mia-ing for almost 1 week already. (:
I’ll b mia-ing next week too.
Just want to update on today. Haha.
Morning, I just received news that BB is using the hall for don’t know what reasons.
So can’t play badminton, so sad right!
Attend Cheryl church in the morning, didn’t managed to attend school church.
Sorry Jin wan….. My greatest apology.
Afterwards went out with Amalina and Hong Hui, window shopping!
HH treated us Milo Mcflurry, I think it’s too sweet though.
Saw my little junior, idris, with his brother. ZOMG they totally look alike!
We didn’t take any pictures, totally forgotten because we had so much fun. -_-

Omg I never sweat so much before in my life until today morning hike from 8.30 to 12.00.
Thanks to the senior who encouraged me to preserve through the 5 sets of strenuous climbing of the endless steps to heaven.
Practically ¾ of my Pe shirt was covered in smelly sweat during the training to bt.timah.
And at the back of my haversack was wet cause of my sweat -_-
Managed to reach school at about 1pm and sang happy birthday to coach!
There was free time during that period so I paired up with Chen yan to play a few set.
I missed her like fugg can?!
Playing badminton tomorrow at school, 10am-2pm, (Sunday)
Running tomorrow with Islam in the afternoon, I hope the weather is fine.

This emptiness is killing meand I'm wondering why I've waited so long.
I’ve tried my best to forget you
But I don’t want to.
Maybe I should just move on.
Just so you know.

I just came back from 3d 2n camp!

1. Suffered a terrible headache after kayaking.
2. Was thinking of Badminton during 1 - 6.30pm on the first day. (Wed)
3. Chat with Liming for like the whole of second day. <3>
4. Didn't see any monkey doing sexual intercourse at bt.timah as what 2/7 said.
5. I jumped the leap of faith! But i didn't manged to do chin up , damn challeging!!
6. Pitching a tent in the middle of the night is effing hard.

And i still don't really like my class after going through so much hardship.
Lazy to elaborate the rest~



After camp, i took cab and went home.
Slept till 3 plus then play badminton at wdl stadium with ************.
Lots of fun can! Made up my day even though I'm tired!
Saw Andrew who made fun of me during primary school days.


Me: x'cuse me, are you Andrew from wdp.
Andrew: You're talking to the right person. And who're you?
HA HA!! Omg -_- Back then, he will make fun of my name without fail when he sees me.
Chat for awhile before i walked back home with ************.
Finished packing my 5 kg bag for tomorrow morning walk to bt.timah hill...
Wouldn't be able to celebrate for coach early advance birthday tomorrow...
Thank you for shaping me into the person I'm today...
You have definitely made me a stronger person who can endure hardships....

Had an intensive training on Monday.
We had 120 sets of stairs to climb UP! omg -_-

Today was alright i suppose.
And then went home with Juliana and Weichon
I wouldn't be able to go on training tomorrow and every Saturday!
Plus! Next week NO TRAINING!!!!! (Super Duper sad face)
But maybe Sunday I'll b going! hehe

Camp starts tmr till Friday.
Some Sec 1 bitches is harassing my Junior......
It's just some lame staring games, people...
i dont mind being suspened or have dentention ok.
Watch out bitches. FUCB

yes............................
its been a couple of months since you left.......
We were always dedicating songs we hear to each other....
Yes, Outside by stained is still my #1 Song in my heart.

Something happened today when I went back home after Chinese oral.
You called this fate or what?
Don’t want to elaborate much.
Seriously, I asked myself again, is this fate or what??
And are we going to keep in touch again? I doubt so.

And Mt.kinabalu, here I come!
Friendly match against MI this coming Saturday.
I don’t think I’ll get to play though …

Hi, mid-year exams are just three weeks away.
I just had an hour of maths remedial after school with ms woon and I revised my science, geo and history notes till 5. Feeling kind of drowsy and weary right now…


And I really hope my parents allow me go Mt. kinabalu during june hoildays.
It’s a once in a lifetime chance…!! !!!
I checked my edusave account just now.
Balance: 772$, School subside 300$, so its 278$ for this trip…. And I got in total of 300$ in my bank account that I’ve been saving in my entire fourteen life. I’ll get the answer by tonight, may gold bless me throu the super torture, bloody battle with my dad to convince him.



Practically yesterday, we badminton, played against with the netball girls, netball. It was real fun, But I hope the girl I m was defending yesterday first round game isn’t hurt. ):
Looking forward to inter-CCA for netball!!!
And today Hui tian told me a joke during assblemy about two monkey fucking with each other. Fast.I almost broke into an uncontrollable laughter during the dead-silence of reading period!! Argh -.-


Weeeeeeee, there’s badminton training tomorrow!
I think if my head touched the pillow at this moment, I’ll be fast asleep.