It’s impossible to be there for more than one person in my life.
I can’t be everything to two people at the same time.
Sooner or later, someone’s going to get hurt.
I really do not wish to hurt his feelings and in some sense, I can't bear having him be angry with me either.
But if this goes on, more people are going to wind up hurt.
I am truly at a loss on what to do now...
I'm such an asshole bitch... ):

Badminton practice with teammates tomorrow.
Lit and Maths paper 1 will be tested tomorrow.
Mayb going out with family tomorrow too...